I woke up in the same down mood
as late yesterday, even lower sadly. So that meant I spent the morning crying. One
of my depression issues I have is thinking no one would care if I was no longer
around. (Put your phones down. I’m not going to harm myself.) I know a lot of
it has to do with the fact that I go months without hearing a word from my
brother. It also bothers me a lot when I’m ignored on social media (basically
Twitter not so much on Facebook). It’s the nature of the beast and I don’t know
why it bothers me so but it does.
It also doesn’t help that there
was a Daughtry show Sunday night in Pennsylvania and lots of my twitter peeps
are talking about it and posting pics. They’re not coming anywhere near here
this summer and I miss seeing them.
Anyway, today I’ve done very
little other than fixing one of my patio door blinds. Go me. And I showered.
And yup. That was probably a little too much information there.
My joints are really hurting
today. I’ve been trying Osteo-Byflex but it doesn’t seem to be doing much. (Are
you sure it works for you, Bob?) I know my hips, knees, and feet hurt from
walking yesterday and I can’t wait for my new shoes to come to see if that
helps.
I didn’t do any Disney work or
writing (other than this blog). It’s pretty much been Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. for most of the day. I’ve been okay with
food. It’s Tuesday so the only thing I’ve eaten is tacos for lunch. I’m burping
them up now so I have no appetite for dinner.
I’m hoping tomorrow is a better
day. I didn’t sleep very well last night. I think it was because of the broken
blind which was letting in too much light into the living room (I’m weird and
sleep on my couch because I love my couch). Since I fixed it, maybe tonight
will be a better sleep experience.
Dana
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